As I am walking along the pavements I quite often come across earthworms that have come up out of the ground, maybe because its been raining, they are on concrete paths and sometimes heading into the roads.  I always stop dig out my purse, and reach inside for my library card, or the council tax payment card, (it has other uses!!) and bend myself down normally talking to the worm, saying things like "come along little buddy lets get you to some grass."  I can't just walk on by them and ignore them, leave them to their fate.  I move them to safety.  I'm sure many people have seen me doing this along the streets and probably have a chuckle wondering what the crazy woman is doing in the rain poking about on the pavement.  I equally find people who do not do this act of kindeness a tad crazy, it costs nothing after all.  I have been doing this for many, many years, the worms are are buddies after all, we share this planet with them too.

I seem to have now also moved onto bees, I spent about 10 minutes last week in the town, trying to help a little bumble bee, who seemed to exhausted to move.  The dear little being could not get on my trusty card, as its too slidy for it, so I dug about in my rucksack and pulled out a t-shirt.  Bingo the wee bee could manage to crawl its way onto the t-shirt.  I became so involved with helping this bumble bee that I didn't really notice how many people where going in and out of the chipshop it had landed outside of.  I then walked about with the bee until I found some daffodils growing and gently placed the bee into an open hopefully nectar filled flower.

It really does lighten the heart to help our fellow creatures, if I was stuck out in the rain drowning I would want and appreciate help.  If I was lying exhausted, and in need of nourishment I again would appreciate the helping hands offered.  We live on this planet with many wonderful beings all inter related, depending upon one and other, if you have read this spare a thought for the next worm or bee you see, indeed any little being in need of a helping hand, send them a well wishing and a blessing.  May we all live our lives in harmony.


I am having more people contact me about being psychically attacked; and wanting a shamanic healing session for this.  So about psychic attack and what it is.  In my own words from my own understanding of psychic attacks. Have you ever had an argument, with your boss maybe, another collegue, a friend, a family member, and been unable to let the argument go?  You have sat and continuously gone over it in your mind.  Imagined a different outcome where you win or said something differently even slapped their face?  Gone over and over the same scenario in your mind before you went to sleep, again on waking, even although the day, for days, maybe weeks, maybe even months.  You have been psychically attacking someone. Maybe not even to this extreme, maybe wanted to shove the person who pushed in front of you with your trolley?  Yelled at the dafty driver and wished they would crash, serve them right too.  Wished harm on someone somewhere and somehow, well you have just psychically attacked someone else. Not a nice feeling is it to know we have done this.  So until we become more skilful with our thoughts, words, actions and feelings we are going to do this as is everyone else.  We have become a very judgemental society, we look at others and instead of rejoicing in what they have achieved, the new job, the lovely hair cut, fantastic car, house etc.  Even allowing other people to have a different opinion to us. We judge and throw psychic punches at them behind our false jealous smiles, so what can we do about this?  We become more aware of how we think of other people, and ourselves.  When we do this and are grateful for what we have and are truly happy and share and rejoice in another person’s success, we actually raise our own vibration and when this happens we open the doorway for us to bring our own success, whatever that may be.  As we complain about others with psychic attacks we need to look also at where we are doing this, we can not change another person’s behaviour only our own and how we re-act to it.  Most people are so very unaware of what they are doing to others with their thoughts. As each person is different and each session is different it is an ongoing process most of the time to unravel the wounds that have been caused by others and by ourselves, we also have to have a willingness to want to do the suggested work, to change our own personal outlook from victim mode to self love mode.  This can take many sessions.  Again each person is individual and has their own way of processing information and ultimately healing, so my advice for psychic attack is to not let it bother you; to the best of your ability.  When working with a practitioner following their guides advice and be prepared to have maybe monthly or 6 weekly sessions.  Invest in yourself and your personal healing.  Some people are going from one practitioner to the next to the next and saying the healing hasn’t worked, this is untrue, all healing takes place on some level, spiritual, mental, emotional or physical.  A good practitioner is allowing their guides, allies, helping healing spirits, ancestors, power animals and or teachers to work through them, Creator is doing the work via the practitioner and guides.  So there is healing going on somewhere for each and everyone of us.  Even more healing going on for the planet and humankind, when we are aware of how unskilful we are being and we consciously put a stop to ourselves doing this.  We are only human after all so we do make mistakes, and still inwardly curse the person who irked us, so what do we then do?  We take responsibility and own our behaviour, then take it back, transmute the energy in simple ways.  Unsure how, then journey on it and ask your guides etc what is the best way for you to transmute your toxic behaviour.  Much love and many blessings to us all cleaning up our behaviour. Of course there are very very unskillful people out there who are deliberately and knowingly harming people on the psychic level, also psychic attack.  Again there is no quick fix for this it is an ongoing journey and many sessions to help the individual person help themselves, to do much inner work restoring harmony and balance and also doing protective work so this is prevented in the future, patience realy is needed, and a willingness to do the ongoing work.  © bluebird-dreamweaver.

The Healing Journey.  Another layer peeled and healed.

Have you ever got really annoyed, down right irritated, and hostile along with being frustrated with yourself. This time it is not the monthly’s!!  I have.  With the words in my head of oh for crying out loud just heal it, or let it go!!!  Teeth grinding, jaw clenching, head about to burst, aggravated with myself.   In truth this is really not helpful, it’s not kind and caring to yourself, nor is it compassionate again to ourselves.  The truth is some things just do take longer to heal than others.  PTS, sexual abuse, and eating disorders, being a few, have so much more going on than a one session treatment can heal.  This one session can help you immensely and miracles do happen, and more often than people think. I have witnessed people change their lives around after one extraction, or one power retrieval or one soul retrieval. Arthritis has gone, or Irritable Bowel disappeared. I have even done a few distant healings for people in hospital and at deaths door, the soul and or power returned and they are back full of life.  (Shamanically you always have to have the person or animals permission for healing sessions)  I most certainly came back from deaths door after one soul retrieval.  It gave me the vital piece of essence I needed to want to live my life.  It has taken a further eight years of continuous inner work, countless soul and power retrievals along with extractions and therapy sessions. To be where I am today, happy with my life and grateful to be alive.  I have now accepted that I will for the rest of my life have situations crop up that need to be healed, and looked at. Some like the layers of an onion, you think you have dealt with it, then a few months or years later up crops the same emotions, (oh lordy I thought I had dealt with this, tut, tut not again!!) to the same childhood situation, all we are then doing is peeling back another layer and if we really take note of our feelings, we find that reviewing the situation we thought had healed, is not as painful or upsetting as the first time we looked at it. Another layer peeled and healed. Until there is no more to do.  We can not change what has happened, we can change how we react to things though. Are we going to be held back by our emotional, mental or physical discomfort or move through it to the best of our abilities. There are times when we want to give up, times when we get frustrated and think for crying out loud how many sessions do I really need to get this sorted out once and for all.  Healing is also a journey like life itself.  Opening up a deep painful wound is not something we really want to do, that is why we have built up so many layers to cover this pain, anger, upset, fear, whatever it is that we are trying to escape from, however at times there is nothing else for it we have to look at what has caused us dis- harmony, dis-stress and dis-ease.  For the wound to heal we have to cleanse it out, not just stick a plaster on it and leave it. So often it is painful and leaves us open and raw, this does itself heal and leave us at peace within ourselves, this in turn allows us to have space to allow happiness, joy, bliss, peace or the many other more positive emotions we want to have in and around us.  Is life then a bed of roses and no more struggles?  No. 

We are here to experience life to the full, the ups and downs. All emotions, laughter, love, hate, rage, peace and bliss, happiness, sadness, grief and all the others not mentioned.  Sometimes in our most desperate hours we are gifted the depth of human kindness and compassion we would not have experienced any other way.  So being kind and patient with our selves is a lovely way to serve ourselves, no amount of forcing will make healing happen, sometime we have to surrender fully to divine will. To invite in happiness or peace or whatever it is we are looking for we first create the space within.  To create the space within we do the healing work required.  We let something go.

Creator nor God, or the Divine, or the Universe nor the miracle healer of Brazil John of God or Sandra Ingerman or little humble me can heal anyone or anything if that person, myself included is not ready to heal that situation; to forgive that situation, and ready to move on.  Again it is a process that is why some things heal quicker and in one session than other ailments presenting themselves.  Also bearing in mind that the Divine knows so much better than we do and the whole bigger picture of what is happening on the spiritual level in the background to get our desired results is far too much for me to comprehend or explain.  Hope you enjoyed reading, many thanks.  ©bluebird-dreamweaver.


Who are you small jealous voice within?
I am the ballerina of crushed dreams, living in your heart.
I am the tears of a thousand words never written waiting in your soul.
I am the sorrow of  unshed tears that choke up your throat.
I am the voice of bitterness and critism of your under achievements.
I am the despair of your never ending hunger  of hurts long past.
Now you understand me
Will you let me go?
Written by Bluebird-Dreamweaver, please ask my permission before using and copying


New Year, New You, New Diet.
So here it is Merry Christmas,  the after slump and the guilt is starting to set in of   ‘ Oh my god how many pounds did I gain?’  ‘Did I really have to eat all of that, cake, pudding, chocolate, dinner, etc, etc’  ‘I will start the  diet, gym, jogging, cycling, swimming. As soon as New Year is here.’  Does all of this sound so very familiar?  Well lets stop ourselves right there, here and now.  It’s past you did eat it and I hope you enjoyed every sumptuous mouthful.  Here’s a secret for you to ponder on.  Diets do not work. Diets only work for the diet industry, they get very wealthy on our frustration.  So if dieting was the next step you were about to take forget it.  I have tried many of them.  Starvation!!  No doesn’t work, the body is designed to conserve fat for when needed,  depriving ourselves makes the body hold on to its resources.  Fat needs fat to burn fat  off. Good fats, in sensible amounts. Also by with holding our food and dieting  our mind just screams louder and louder I want to eat.  I want to eat all the stuff you are denying me.  This can then lead to bingeing and over eating  at some point.  Maybe we have gone for a good few months of being good!! And sticking to the diet, even achieved our ideal weight.  Do we really feel better about ourselves?  Is there room for more improvement?  Are we loving and nurturing our, mind, bodies, soul and spirit?  Or obsessing about something else we could change on the outer us.  So very often I have lost the weight, been ecstatic briefly, only to watch the weight creep back on again.  The endless cycle of starvation and bingeing has been my pattern.  Sugar addiction to the max.  Self loathing, self hatred and self abuse is what it amounts to.
I can now with complete joy say I am finally free of sugar, have been for 4 months. Early days it may be. This is no small under achievement for me.  Its huge and well deserving of the trumpet and drum roll applause.  I would eat whole tubs of ice cream, whole cakes, whole packets of biscuits or three, big bars of chocolate  all in one sitting.  Feeling full, and comfy, not in the slightest.  Feeling full and sick, shamed and upset.  
I can now smile as I look at my naked body in the mirror.  Really appreciate my true beauty.  I have lovely curves.  It takes a lot of inner strength and perseverance to daily for at least two minutes, every day, no cheating.  The only person we cheat and lie to here is our self.  Have a look at our body truthfully in the mirror.  As we do so, notice our thoughts,  the thoughts we are sending ourselves.  They are small piercing needles of  criticism, to daggers of disgust,  to the huge sword of self hatred, that we are cutting our selves to shreds with.  I cried when I noticed how much self loathing I had going on.  I wept for me and how I hated me, and my body. What did my body every do to deserve this treatment from me.  I used to have my mirror facing the other way so I couldn’t see in it at all.  We would never dream of  speaking this way to someone else.  Do we really deserve this, because we can’t squash our way into a size 12 pair of jeans?  Does fitting into the size 14 dress  make me happy?  I did the mirror work nearly every day from early June to mid September, until I noticed something on my body I actually liked.  The more I looked at the curve I liked the more I noticed other curves and soft spots I liked.  My skin was silky smooth too. This was a moment of pure joy, ecstasy, the tears this time were of happiness  of self appreciation , all my hard work had finally paid off.  There was hope I may eventually love a piece of  my body.
There is an easy answer for all of this, just love our uniqueness. However its not an easy path to take, and no matter how many times people say to us you and beautiful as you are.  We ourselves have to feel, sense, see and know that for ourselves.  The magazines are jumping of the shelves at us saying this is how a sexy woman looks.  If you don’t look like this your ugly, too thin the next one says, too fat the one beside it says.  So what is the correct way we should look?  Like a fake, airbrushed, photo shopped  model, who also wished they looked that great.
Copyright photo Curtesy of Paul Ardley. cumbria-dog-training.  (No airbrushing, or photoshopping, just pure natural beauty.)
The way forward for us lovely, beautiful people is to care by nourishing and nurturing our body with the fuel it needs to support us in our daily lives.  Eat when we are hungry, enjoy every mouthful of the food, no matter what it is we are eating.  Eat and be joyous until we have satisfied our hunger.  Make ourselves special again, cook  meals we enjoy  and want to eat.  Love ourselves as we sit at our meals of which we will do about 3 times a day.  Be grateful and honour our inner beauty by being who we are.
I had support and help with this period of my life.  I had shamanic treatments of extraction, to remove the wounding knives and daggers metaphorically speaking that I had placed into me.  Seriously harmed myself and created intrusions with my own way of thinking and speaking to myself, again extraction to remove the intrusive thoughts.  As I followed guidance and practical advice from a food coach, I realised how much power  I had given over to the diet industry, and the supermarkets sizing charts, and the big one here the Bathroom scales.  So a power retrieval to help me be strong in my determination to heal the eating patterns that did not serve me.  A soul retrieval to return vital soul essence to support me in loving, approving and nurturing myself  in the most positive way.  Six months of work looking at how I think, act and treat myself was worth every moment, to finally turn my life around agin, in a beautiful harmonious way, that will last the rest of my life.  I honour myself and respect and praise myself for the hard work done.
If I have touched a few raw nerves here with people, I am happy, truly.  It’s always my intention to shine a light in a dark place, and this is where I found a dark place within.  If you feel you would benefit from food coaching sessions, I am happy to share with you the details of the Lady I worked with.  If you feel drawn to the shamanic treatments of extraction, power retrieval or soul retrieval;  I would be happy to oblige.  If you prefer another practitioner I can find you another one.  I would be very happy and delighted to support anyone through the challenges spoken of here. 
Many Blessings.  ©bluebird-dreamweaver.


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